Your current state. What do you need to know?

I need a ferrari, a beautiful girlfriend/boyfriend, a big mansion to be happy. I invite you to re-read the previous sentence again and take a closer look. Do you really need these things to be happy? I am not a fan of living in a temple, doing nothing but meditating. Joy, dancing, traveling, material wealth, relationsships sex and so on will sweeten your life. It’s not wrong with wanting these things badly. But if not having desirable things makes you unhappy or causes youpain, your condition for being happy or getting those things is made more difficult. There were days, when i got up, listened to good music, and was full of energy and joy. Additional info i had depression 2500$, debt, and not all of the things i wanted in my life. You can’t always be happy, and sometimes you may get triggered, by not having your desires fullfilled or personal problems. But it’s important to be thankful and enjoy life, even if you are not, where you want to be. These are the most ideal conditions to achieve just that.